If i didnt have you

"If you will be steadfast on the path to which your feet have been guided, you will find the treasure of life, a never-ending stream of help and healing and happiness."-- White Eagle

i kw i shouldnt be blogging now, but talking to xuan on msn made me think of my mum. i realise that we tend to compare ourselves with others so often a time, that we unknowingly bring ourselves down because of that in the process. Like how we always envy people having looks, brains etc. but not actually thanking god for the other good things that he has given us, things that we probably neglected or never bothered treasuring.

This made me think of my mum, how during all these years when i would break down because of the insecurities or inferority inside me, she would always be there for me, cheering me up. & how she never actually compared me to others, how she always asked me to believe in myself. (o's was one of them) and this year, when she saw me working until i fell sick, she told me " as long as you try your best, even if you retake at least you know you have put in an effort." yes, so for the sake of her i will try my best and promote cos i want to make her happy and proud of me (:

i love you mum <3