'The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles.' Well, after these few days of serious thinking, crying it out & praying abt it, i realised that like j said, God will bless me in His own special way, in His good and perfect plan. Even though i may still not kw why i am on this earth for, but i will learn to trust in him that he will bring me through everything :)
Perhaps its just his will that i cant take h3 physics, prob because he knows i wont be able to cope with the workload plus busy choir schedule next yr. Whatever it is, my goal to be an engineer will not fade away because there's still a's to work towards & since i cant afford to go overseas to study, i will aim for 3as and aim for nus/ smu or get a scholarship! :) physics may be diff but i wont give up, because i kw physics hasnt given up on me, just like how mrs lee had faith in me, even though i let her down :( but well, i will work hard to get that A no matter how hard it may be, esp for maths!
i kw i should be resting now in case my fever goes up again, but i cant sleep. there's too many things stuck in my head right now, unable to come out. Sorry to anyone who got scared off by my posts, i kinda hid it to stash away all my unhappy memories.
ily (:
Perhaps its just his will that i cant take h3 physics, prob because he knows i wont be able to cope with the workload plus busy choir schedule next yr. Whatever it is, my goal to be an engineer will not fade away because there's still a's to work towards & since i cant afford to go overseas to study, i will aim for 3as and aim for nus/ smu or get a scholarship! :) physics may be diff but i wont give up, because i kw physics hasnt given up on me, just like how mrs lee had faith in me, even though i let her down :( but well, i will work hard to get that A no matter how hard it may be, esp for maths!
i kw i should be resting now in case my fever goes up again, but i cant sleep. there's too many things stuck in my head right now, unable to come out. Sorry to anyone who got scared off by my posts, i kinda hid it to stash away all my unhappy memories.
ily (:
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