Tuesday, October 21, 2008

"You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope That keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything"
i think i'm pretty useless. i try to pretend that everything's alright when everything's NOT. i try to smile everyday, but its getting tiring. esp since promos. yeah, and everytime i hear someone say the word "h3" i feel like crying. because it reminds me of everything i'm not.i guess its because i'm tired that since young everything i ever hoped for never actually came true. because my dreams are shattered once again. i kw people are prob laughing at me for having such high aspirations but well, you can laugh all you want actually. cos instead of wanting to be the top 10 percent, i ended up being the bottom half of the cohort instead. :(

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