i promised i wont post any sad stuff here, but i cant take it. you kw i am seriously the stupidest thing on earth, really. i keep crying to myself thinking it will all be gone tmr,everything will be better but no i am too naive. and my stomach flu doesnt help at all. it makes me want to cry even more, cry from all the stress and other things. i want to use euthansia and kill myself now but i know its wrong so i will just cry again and i dont feel like going chalet anymore. i scared i will cry at night again.
this sucks. i want god to take my heart away my brain, and let me be a vegetable, so that i wont think of anything. pls god i'm praying, cos i cant believe i am so stupid :/ wait but then, i dont really have a proper brain myself actually.
oh and right, i dont understand why........ oh nvm! :/
note to self: take care of my own health
on a lighter note, my dad is going to change my plan like finally!
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